and then I can have some company…
My mood right now…not likeable. I would say almost miserable. Its saturday nite…I had to work at the Depot (only a week left, woo hoo!) I really wanted to go out…but I didnt. Shit happens and then you decide to come home, sit on the stoop and have a beer by yourself. Wallowing in your misery, wishing for some company. However…the company I want i can’t have….I thought that creating more misery for myself would open the doors to new company, RIGHT – well not yet at least.
NO COMPANY, but yet I am MAKING MYSELF MORE MISERABLE AND MORE MISERABLE.
this too shall soon pass…..