once upon a time this man sat to my left at a dinner… I barely realized he was there….
Weeks and months upon months later he somehow became my best friend, my lover, my confident, my center, my gravity, my soul, my heart – the man I want to spend every living day with for the rest of my life. I want to lay next to him every night and fall asleep and wake up every morning to his adoring loving gaze and his gentle touch. I want to be the mother of his children. I want to be the one that makes him laugh and smile with every morning light and every setting sun.
I want to eat brownies and ice cream in bed with you until we have nothing but white hair on our heads.
He is the love of my life. He is everything I want and need.
I slip back into reality and he is not mine. The fairy tale that once upon a time was… Is not.
My heart be still. My heart will never stop aching. And It will forever continue to break.
My love. My love. My love. My love.